Running Away

There are times when you get really frustrated with everything that you're in, you just felt like leaving to place almost you're gonna be treated invisible.. or maybe dissapearing into space or wat- so -ever and just chill and relax till you put yourself together..

Im so a hypocrite. YES, actually I am. Pretending to laugh so happily when actually i felt like just crawling up to my own bed, cry like a big baby for hours, for just that once. I loathe myself for being this paranoid bitch, but thats what im feeling right now.

So many things happened lately.. grandpa's sick, real sick he doenst know about it even.. I wonder when can i visit him.. or at least on time... the gap between me and my family had gone so wide before we could even notice it.. its just ... heart breaking.. and there are the work stress, I HATE IT!! muthafucka.

My luck had always been bad. Ugh. But then again , we should believe that bad things happen because thats the only way for us to remember how good is supposed to look like.. or do we actually learn our lesson from the previous?

Not for me..:(

Boring~

Strange huh for me to keep blogging these few days?
Lemme tell ya! This place is hell BORING!!!
Hee Im using the hotel computer to blog right now.. see? as free as you see:S not to mention the fact that we're not actually allowed to:P hah!
So many issues , so many attitudes, whether you like it or not; we've gotta face a deal with,is wat we learned during out short 2 months working time. Endless stories and dramas.

For me who works at AYS(At Your Service), our job is to pick up calls , the main controller of all the hotel informations. So when things got messed up, everything will go hairwire!! THe most frustrating thing is that when everybody is sooo stressed out with fussy guest and phone calls, stupid people with the lowest EQ on earth has to burst and spill her anger and frustration to the office by banging this and that, swear this and that!!!! WHich, TRUST ME, you'll feel like you've saved the last human sence in you and its time to rip this bitch's mouth and stranggle her to death. WHOO~ patience, patience.

Really pity Casper who thought that he'd finnaly get to work at AYS instead of bellman the last week. But unfortunately his luck doesnt stand on his side. He's standing at the bellman station rightnow counting minutes.

OHOH GTG. Update later

xoxo

SEE!!

Look, as I've always said.It wont be the same anymore. I don't know you no more.What else can i say? PLace your personal feelings behind, accept the fact that, when its gone, its gone.

You might not know what this crazy bitch here talking about.Hee.Sorry.Personal feelings, just leave it lah.

Toodles~

The End

Wow, the end of 2009,the starting of 2010!

What i wanna say is actually, 2009... has been a really really long year to me.. lots of things, memorable things ,happened..there are times where i felt really like a useless,selfish,dumb and stupid brat that i only deserve to stay in hell.. aha, abit of hiperbola as you read on.. and there are the nicest time that will be appreciated untill I get some kinda parkinson or something? the decease where you could hardly control your mind or wat-so-ever.

So me, eve, li ai, casper and kenny the new friend went to Bintang to celebrate.(missed my family a lot as we usually will spend the new year counting the last several seconds together and my aunts will shout at the top of their lungs when the clock strikes 12.. those kinda squeekssss you know?? high pitched to death i thought i was gonna break my eardrum.every single beginning of the year, aint that feeling a bitch?? So anyway, yeah, we'll have this limau leaves in the bucket of water and everybody will use the water to wash up a bit,you know, to "buang sial".. bla bla)

Count down on the last 30 seconds.. and looking at the fire crackers flying to the sky.. so beautiful.. yet, sad.. bodoh punya emo kid kan for such a day? aha, I admit it! blurr~

I dont know how to express my feelings here bah so i'll just leave it.:P Anyway, wish everybody a great year waiting ahead and god bless.Amen.

xoxo

OH MY GG!!!

Pic of me and eve with the unifoms

Oh MY HOLY LORD!!! Im WORKING!! Guess im a bit too late for this. But anyway,yeah. Im working at Marriot for the 4th day now.Tada~:D

The plan was all in a mess actually. Wanted to do internship for a month at Marriot HOtel miri right after exam, which is on the 16th NOv, and continue on with our summer course in JAnuary and Feb, then wait for class to start.. Well, only plan.

Things turned out to be a disaster.The first day for summer enrollment had already made our days miserable. People jut come cut the quee till we couldnt even get any closer to the registration counter.WE WENT THERE FIRST. And people got their space, BUT NOT US!! For christ sake. DO you see any ethics and human rights here?? We went to tell the head of department,MIss Ng, but unfortunately she couldnt help but told us to wait. HA.HA. We turned out to be in the waiting list. BRAVO! *swEAR to hell*(which i think we'll never make it for summer, considering the fact that i had to do another extra unit is killing me!)

First plan. RUINED.

Second Plan. AlMOST Screwed when MDM Rita, the manager for human resource kept postponing her replies about our internship thing. HUH. We waited worriedly for almost two weeks, slightly gave up the whole plan when she finally called. Phoo~ Thank god. So here we are. Working at the Miri Marriot Resort and Spa.OH btw, the 'we' are Li Ai, Eve, Wai Kiat and myself. OOps.

So yeah. We were split to 2 person at front office and 2 person at F&B. Hell man the first day was soooo boring!! Im at the front office. So what I need to do is learn hw to pick up calls, do some printing and photocopying, tats all.On my first day.I spent the rest of the day staring at the computer screen, doing nothing. Cannot touch anything. HOly Crap.Pity eve and Ai coz they had to clean up plates and do cleaning up as soon as they reach F&B. And wai kiat had to cover up the bellman. So basically, he had to carry luggages the whole day. WHEN THE PURPOSE OF OUT INTERNSHIP IS TO LEARN SOMETHING.DONT THEY UNDERTAND???!!

Luckily the crew there was kinda friendly. So we dont really realy got offended.

Second day and Third day was still ok. I did pick up calls and do some paper works. Quite Fun~ so im still looking forward for my days working in MArriot:)

One Concern. SHould I go back for christmas and new year? Or should I not? I know dad is gonna be dissapointed if i wasnt there. BUt I want to work too.BUt im afraid that if i stay, i wouldnt learn anything more than the usual days working. Too many buts. HOW OH??!!!

HOW!?!!!

Hallelujah~~

Got too bored with BIS and took a quick shot, bla~

Feel like punching this face?

Do it of you daRE, im waiting for someone to come and let me BELASAH voluntararily *winks*

I SWEAR to god that we're really really gonna have a celebratory party tomorrow.YESH tomorrow!! Finally final's over! NOt to mention that Eve and I have been slacking, blogging and playing around this few days after economics on Friday, and we're still having our final paper TOMORROW(oh btw, Eve has been sleeping over,which we truthfully hope we could motivate each other to study.Unfortunately and eventually...*heavy sigh*).So yeah, 8.30 am, for Christ sake! And I'm not even a bit prepared yet.

I want to start studying. Not only to get pass(yeah yeah I've been saying that my whole life when i usually just got over the border line, oops~). But hell man I'm stuck with a novel i just got yesterday, "How to sleep with a movie star", by Kristin Harmel.

I just loved the way the author described the world of celebrities and the hypocrites. They just couldn't live without badmouthing and spreading false rumors around, just because of their idiotic but professional jealousy. You know, the usual cat fights. And the bullshit sex addict guy's nature.(HOOhoo~ no offense guys, its just a way for ladies to express their disapproval on guys, sometimes.)OK, i know I'm not helping in the stories, but yeah, its a summary anyway. OKAY. ENOUGH.

I don't even know what I'm talking about right now. I've gotta get back to studies.IF I COULD. ugh.

That's all for now. God bless me in my exam tomorrow~

Toodles.

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